Sometimes I talk to myself and say:
Stop telling lies,
you’re only making things hard for yourself;
When the truth is,
I’m already hurting myself and won’t stop.
Because it's better that way….
Stop thinking of him,
you can't even sleep anymore;
When the truth is,
I’m making up situations in my head,
to please myself…
Stop talking to him,
if he’s not interested in you;
When the truth is,
you talk to him so he’ll like you…
Stop giving him chances,
if it's sorry, it's sorry;
When the truth is,
you keep giving him chances,
because you think he’s just joking….
Stop sucking up to him,
he is clearly interested in different girls;
When the truth is,
you feel like sucking up to him is the only way,
the only way left for him to like you…
Stop thinking that he likes you too,
he’s only talking to you for practice;
When the truth is,
It's the only way you can talk to him…
Stop pretending that you’re alright with all this,
you need to get away from him immediately;
And that’s the truth.
Ask yourself:
Why do you like him?
How is he treating you?
How is he treating other people?
Is he nice? Is he good? Is he respectful?
Is he worth your chances?
Do you like how he’s treating you?
Do you really think you can change him?
Or are you just hoping you can change him?
With all this taken in…
Do you see him with you in the future?
If not then,
Why are you still hoping he’ll like you?
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